Quillopine

Weighed this morning. 297.5 lbs. The good news is that’s not going to be hard to beat. I think at my heaviest I was 320, and at that size small changes in diet and excessive can produce big results. I don’t have a weight loss goal yet, because I want to do this in the healthiest way possible. I’ve definitely struggled with both extremes of eating habits. Just yesterday I ate two lunches, and I don’t think I need to clarify that that isn’t a good habit. I’ve also before gone days without eating anything but black coffee and water, which I don’t even think count as eating. So, yesterday not really a success and also not really a failure. I started this, and that’s a small step in the right direction. Goal for today: go to the park and walk. I’ll take a book too. I need to finish the second half of crime and punishment, Villette, sawbones, Percy Jackson or fifty shades so I have choices. Goal for the week: I need to do some editing on me and my wife’s potential podcast. We’ll see what hap...

I'm ready for something different. I'm still working for that same place I mentioned in the old man poop story earlier, but I've given up my position. I'm technically at the bottom of a different climbable ladder now, but I have no intention of climbing it. I'm starting back to school soon and I need to start getting myself motivated and disciplined. These are things I've struggled with for so long and I'm kind of excited that this blog thing could help motivate me BIG TIME. You can already see my name right? Why not a picture too? I feel I am overweight. I say this not to make anybody feel bad but to state my truth. I'm unhappy with it, and instead of changing my attitude about it I'm going to change me. Hopefully. My follow through is lacking in many areas. I want to write a book, and the most I've done with that is mention it in conversations and write maybe two pages worth of something I'd reread and probably scrap. So, here goes. This bl...